Posted by restorel66 on October 30, 2009
3. The Violence Bearer
To recap, there is no virtue in me that changed the meaning of violence in my life. But there is Jesus, who was subjected (in humble reliance on his Father’s goodness and loving-kindness) to the collective brutality of every sin. On the cross He absorbed every violence that ever was, and ever would be. By doing this he enabled the forgiveness of every sin (past, present, and future) for everyone who would call on him for forgiveness.
After all, every violation of God’s good law is ultimately against God and his son Jesus (and the Holy Spirit). The historical figure of King David makes this very clear in his response to the prophet Nathan’s rebuke of him for killing Uriah and taking Uriah’s wife, Bathsheba. (Continue…)
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Posted by restorel66 on October 25, 2009
1. The Violence Of The Cross
Late one night, over Dunkin Donuts and coffee, I made this offhanded comment about the crucifixion to my college roommate, “At least he [Christ] didn’t have to hang there too long.” My friend was indignant, “What?! John, let me tell you a little bit about a crucifixion!” And he went on to describe the horrors of the cross in great detail. Everything about a cross-death was designed to cause maximum suffering. It is, perhaps, the cruelest tool of human torture ever devised. The word excruciate is derived from Latin words that mean “out of the cross.”
At some point during the description, I cut him off. I was embarrassed and alarmed. (continue…)
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Posted by restorel66 on October 7, 2009

Jesus said, “I am the gate for the sheep. All who ever came before me were thieves and robbers, but the sheep did not listen to them. I am the gate; whoever enters through me will be saved” (John 10: 7-9).
In tenderness He sought me,
Weary and sick with sin,
And on His shoulders brought me
Back to His fold again.
While angels in His presence sang
Until the courts of heaven rang.
Refrain:
Oh, the love that sought me!
Oh, the blood that bought me!
Oh, the grace that brought me to the fold,
Wondrous grace that brought me to the fold!
He washed the bleeding sin-wounds,
And poured in oil and wine;
He whispered to assure me,
“I’ve found thee; thou art Mine”;
I never heard a sweeter voice;
It made my aching heart rejoice!
He pointed to the nailprints;
For me His blood was shed;
A mocking crown so thorny
Was placed upon His head:
I wondered what He saw in me
To suffer such deep agony.
I’m sitting in His presence,
The sunshine of His face,
While with adoring wonder
His blessings I retrace.
It seems as if eternal days
Are far too short to sound His praise.
So, while the hours are passing,
All now is perfect rest;
I’m waiting for the morning,
The brightest and the best,
When He will call us to His side,
To be with Him, His spotless bride.
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Posted by restorel66 on February 26, 2009
The pastor-beggar drifted
‘cause the way is never clear when
the chips and blows and
glances form an idol out of fear.
He
bobbed along in bluster
till he almost blew away.
The ones they call his demons
said he held a hand
to play. So he
laid down his last dollar, kept
an ace down in a hole, till
the queen of hearts came
steady on and seared him
like a coal. Now his heart is
shreds and tatters and
his heart is filled with ruth where
the teeth of self-
deception gnawed
the corners of the truth…still,
the broken plate of comfort
that once served his precious
wish must, in time, become
a banquet on a fine and
costly dish. And
the pastor will be proven
by the testing of the years
as a beggar who gained
riches; as a king who
reigned with tears.
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